I told myself I would never do this...

I failed.
I used to look at people who do it and feel disgusted. embarrassed. annoyed.
I caved.
I became a person I promised myself I would never ever become.
I started doing it last week.
A boy made me do it.
I did it again today.
I'll probably do it again.

The boy? Actor, Matthew Gray Gubler.
What do I do? I am slightly embarrassed to admit that I am now in the club of the people who scream at the tv.

Okay so hear me out. It's only for one show - Criminal Minds.
And it is not entirely my fault.
Last week those dastardly writers put me through the psychological trauma of having Matthew Gray Gubler's character Spencer Reid (possibly one of the most emotionally and physically frail FBI agents on television and unofficial cutest boy ever) mercilessly tortured throughout the entire episode all the while being injected with heroin therefore coming out of the horrifying, near life ending, emotionally scarring event with a drug addiction.
LOVELY.
So that's when the yelling began.

It was innocent at first.
Just a few "Nooooo!!"s
Tonight however, I unleashed more sass then I knew I had in my body.
I don't know what came over me.
One moment I was fine, the next I was screaming (exact quote) "GUBLER IF YOU TAKE ONE STEP INSIDE THAT BATHROOM STALL AND SHOOT UP I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL SMACK YOU IN THE MOUTH!"

Oh Lord please help me.